Friday, July 31, 2009
Seriously?!?! You Have Got to Be Kidding Me!!!
Monday, July 20, 2009
How Could He Do It?
I am having trouble sleeping tonight. I have a headache, paired with anxiety over everything I need to accomplish within the next two weeks. Everytime I lay down, my head just pounds harder. I rarely have headaches, but when I do, I try to thank God for them. Strange, huh? Well, let me tell you why. I have a friend at church who has terrible headaches, and she and her husband just had a baby a few months ago (after many years of trying to conceive). Their baby has had some health problems, but she is just wonderful and so beautiful. My friend has so much going on in her life that I often pray that God will just let me bear some of her headaches so that she doesn’t have to, and I told Him that I will thank Him for each headache that I have, even if it means that I can not sleep.
Well, in my sleepless state, I have been feeling the urge to go and lay with Kennedy. After about an hour of having these urges, I finally went and lay with her in her bed for a little while. I lay in there, telling her how wonderful, brilliant, perfect, sweet, and beautiful she is. I told her that I am the fortunate one because I get to be her Mommy; what a blessing she is to our lives! Of course she was asleep, but I’m hoping that my words sink into her dreams. I also sang her the Love you Forever song.
As I lay in there and marveled over her perfection and my love for her, I began to wonder how God could do it. How could He send his perfect Son to Earth to be hated by so many? How could He sacrifice His Son for us? I am fairly certain that I could not sacrifice Kennedy or Case for a bunch of people who hated them and who would stomp all over their names in the years to come. I could not watch my children be beaten, hung on a cross, and further tortured. But God could—because He loves us that much. The pain and agony He must have been in during those moments was surely unbearable, but God is so mighty. He knew that the sacrifice of His little lamb was needed for a new covenant, and so he lovingly gave His only begotten Son. How powerful is that? We often say at church that even if I or you or whoever had been the only person on Earth, Jesus still would have given His life on the cross, even for a single person. Would you give your life for someone else? You probably would give your life for your spouse, your children, or another loved one. But would you give your life for someone who hated you, stoned you, and taunted you? No, we could probably not sacrifice ourselves or our children in such a way, but I am so thankful that God could. Without His sacrifice we could not have a chance for Eternity. We could not be washed by the blood of Jesus. We could not know His perfect ways. We could not have the hope of going to Heaven and seeing the faces of Jesus, God, and our loved ones. I am so thankful that I am blessed to be saved by God’s grace and love. God’s love for us is like no other love, and I am Eternally grateful for it!
I am sure that I did not correctly express the emotions of my heart and mind in words, but I at least tried. Perhaps now, after getting this out to you all, my five followers (though I am sure there are more), I can go and sleep. Case will, after all, be awake and in need of feeding in just a few hours.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
A Week in Review
A lot has been going on in the last week. I have meant to post many times, but I have failed to follow through.
Case is on the move! He is cruising around the coffee table and any other place where we stand him. He is even pulling up on objects. He has finally gotten the hang of pushing himself across the threshold between our kitchen and dining room while in his walker. Before, Kennedy and I took turns pushing Case over it, but now he gets a running start and runs across the hump! Case has taken a few steps. If we stand him against the recliner (in the evenings only for some reason?), he will walk/stumble to us. We videotaped him last night. It’s too cute. He also has begun aaaallllmmmooosssttt crawling (forwards). Tonight Case got up on all fours, actually moved his arms forward, moved a little, and did a face plant. I was tutoring a friend’s son at the time, so we all just laughed at him. Case has been ill the past two days. I’m not sure if it’s teething or separation anxiety, but whenever he is left alone in the floor, he thrusts himself backwards and begins violently scooting across the floor on his back. That has to be uncomfortable. He is still sleeping in his crib ALL NIGHT LONG!!! I am resting SO much better, and I am having less pain in my hips!!! Case goes back to daycare in two and a half weeks. Please say a prayer for Case, myself, and all of the precious daycare workers who have to deal with an almost one year old who will still not hold his own sippy cup (he will, however, suck down a chocolate milkshake through a straw!).Kennedy is growing like a weed! It’s still difficult to believe that she is six years old. Kennedy spent the night with her friend E last night (who spent the night with us on Sunday night). While at E’s house, Kennedy was able to witness the miracle of childbirth, as E’s dog delivered not one, not two, not even ten, but TWELVE puppies. Kennedy picked out three that she wants to get. Sorry, darling, not until Case is potty trained. I have enough shoo-wee to clean up right now! Kennedy is swimming like a fish. If Matt would let me teach her to do so, I know she could dive. However, all of the pools we visit are seven foot deep or less, and Matt insists on an eight foot deep pool for diving. Maybe next summer... Kennedy is enjoying gymnastics this summer. She has the most beautiful somersault (plain ole flip in country terms) ever. She is flipping over the low bars, and she can almost do a cartwheel. I think we’re looking into ice skating lessons, beginning in September. Plus, she’ll do Daisy Scouts again this year. Kennedy is reading beautifully. Unfortunately, she does not like to read. I blame myself because I am such a fabulous reader (just ask my students) that she just wants me to read to her for enjoyment. Reading is not supposed to be work, after all. Yeah, right!!! I know she will act better about reading for her new teacher than she does for me, even though I am a teacher, and she wants to be in my class. I couldn’t imagine her in my class. She would be in trouble all of the time. Ha! We are going to get school supplies this weekend, plus new sneakers!
I’ve also been hitting the Total Gym four nights a week. I’m so proud of myself; I just can’t give up. I have a ways to go. I need to lose some weight, but I never tell Kennedy that. I do not want to give her a negative image of her mommy. I only tell her that I want to be healthy so that I can be able to play with she and Case. She thinks I am just perfect, especially my hair, which she enjoyed ‘fixing’ tonight.
Last week the kids and I met up with a college friend and her two sweet boys. Morgan and I pledged Zeta together at UNA, back in August 1999. We were friends from the beginning. Morgan was a Lionette at UNA. She was a bridesmaid in Matt’s and my wedding.
We met at Bridge Street for some strolling, shopping, and PF Chang’s. Unfortunately, I did not take any pictures of us together, but I did get a picture of Kennedy hiding in the PF Chang horse. Morgan has been a great friend. I really wish we lived closer. Thanks, Morgan, for a great day. I can’t wait to do it again!
I think that is enough for now. Please leave a comment for me to read so that I will at least know that all of this typing was worth a little something!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Favorite Photo Blog Hop
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